Day 31 : 

There is this girl here, she's in her 40s and she is really nice, but she let's everyone take advantage of her. I'll never forget her 1st two days here. It was really tough for her. But she is funny. Today at the horses with me and all the other girls was fun. There was a bumblebee swarming around her and it wouldn't leave her alone so she panicked and dropped, and rolled on the ground like 6 times like she was on fire. Everyone laughed so hard. Everytime we are standing in the medication line, she always farts and says, "watch out I crop dusted." lol she just don't care. We all almost died of toxic smell. Can't believe I'm gonna miss that nut.

Day 32:  Today is my last day here at rehab. I was upset last night because they wouldn't let me have my phone like they have let all of the other residents. They have always treated me different and that's okay. Day 32. I've never missed 1 class. Never missed 1 therapy session. Never broken the rules. Only missed one AA clas because I was sick. And the AA classes are not required, that's our choice to go or not. When you graduate from here, you get to put your handprint on the wall with your color choice of paint. Now my hand will be on the wall with every other resident who made it until the end. I'm choosing the colors Yellow, Pink and glitter for Crystal. These are all the grandkids birthstone colors. I painted Carter a picture today and I can't wait to give it to him. My grandkids are the sweetest. At my coin ceremony I cried. I couldn't believe so many nice things were said to me from everyone. Not one person was rude and everyone told me that I was the nicest person and always smiling. Can't wait to see my family today!

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xoxoxo, Michelle Neal