Day 28 : So I met with my therapist earlier today. I guess I've like her pretty well. She always forgets her laptop and her notes though so she gets me confused with her other clients. She will say weird things like, "So tell me more about this or that", and I always say, you're talking about someone else. I don't have kids who live at home. I don't know if she should be allowed to have a license lol but it's hard to  not like her. She is super goofy and we make each other laugh. We aren't allowed to keep in contact with our therapists when we leave here, but it actually would be nice to be able to reach out and say hey at some point.

Day 29:  Guess what? Another movie night. Some amazing time to get more reading time in. I've read 2 books already and been looking a lot of my extra time on the bookshelves for another book to read. It's been a great way to get  my mind off the other girls here who annoy me. Movie nights are a fun way for the other residents to chill and take their minds off things, I just don't think some of the girls should be cuddled up with some of the guys down there. Another reason I don't like to go.

Day 30: I really don't know why I'm so hateful about so many of the people that are here. Living with 40 people isn't easy lol. It's funny because you see people when they 1st come in, they seem serious about changing their life, but then they get to hanging around with the wrong residents here and their attitude completely change within a week. You can see them completely change who they are over night and their commitment to wanting to change their life. It's sad because I hope they are not right back in here or end up dead because I can't believe how many people are in here for taking Fentanyl. I'm almost out of here! Wow 30 days in rehab so far, plus I was in the hospital for detox for almost 5 days. My life will be great when I get out of here.

Thank you for reading my blog,
See you tomorrow on my next 3 days of rehab.

xoxoxo, Michelle Neal