Day 13 : Today a young kid came in all messed up. He said that he was on fentanyl. He was flying off at the mouth saying ruse things to me and all I was doing was sitting in the rec room minding my own business reading. He hurt my feelings but just a young, dumb kid. He won;t be here long anyway I bet. I really can't wait until Tue and Wed because a couple of the girls I don't really like are going home. They are a couple of the horse hoggers. Plus, one of them talks down on everyone else here always saying how she makes so much more money than everyone else and everyone else is pretty much scrubs. Just go to your room and put on more fake eyelashes. No one cares how much money you supposedly make. I'm just going to try and focus on myself because that's a full time job by itself. I'm just really annoyed with these girls and it makes it so hard having to live with all these people.

Day 14: Today we are supposed to have a movie day. We get to watch "The Pilot" with Denzel Weshington. I heard it's good. I just got out of Seth's class. And I just don't understand where they get their counselors from. He makes us watch the same video over and over from YouTube and I swear it's from 1949. This old priest talks about alcoholism for hours. This old man isn't even alive anymore. We shouldn't have to watch catholic things if others here don't have to believe in God, but a scientific way of being sober out of a book. This place is so dumb.

Day 15: Few residents here believe in God. And that's okay, but I make sure everyday to thank God. In the mornings everyone is supposed to fill out a wellness form and at the bottom we have to listen 3 things we are thankful for and everyday I write God in the number 1 slot. I don't understand the whole AA thing, because half the people don't believe in God, but only the scientific version, but at the end of every AA clas, we get in a circle, put our arms around each other and say The Lord's Prayer. How does that make any sense? O well. 

Thank you for reading my blog,
See you tomorrow on my next 3 days of rehab.

xoxoxo, Michelle Neal